Saturday, July 26, 2008

Motorcycle Crash

Free Fall on Highway 1 (recorded the night of the accident, July 21, before the real pain set in).

I was following the fog line when my front tire lipped over the asphalt and climbed the shoulder into the bushes. I rolled off to my left and tumbled to the road until I lay on my back, groaning. I must have hit my left shoulder first, as I feel a partial dislocation and acromioclavicular separation there. It pops as I type. The right is equally sore, more a blunt injury, I think. I haven't looked in the mirror for external orthopedic markers as I fear I can't remove my shirt with shit for shoulders. Inside each scapula is an ache so deep it wraps around my chest like an iron band around a barrel. Rhomboid strain, slight radiculopathy at the fifth thoracic vertebra. My neck burns stiffly; I wrapped a towel around it for a chin rest. I'm creaky and sore but breathing. My left little finger is numb from disk compression in my neck at C7-C8. My helmet spared my skull. As I said, I was following the fog line when I got too close, lipped off the asphalt into the brush. I saw a tree; I don't think I hit it. I didn't get a good look at the bike but it didn't appear too mangled. I feel a generous raspberry on my right knee, I don't know if it bled through, but my kneecap pops in a new way from a partial dislocation. Strangely, before the accident, I was talking to a friend who had fallen from a height out of his truck and suffered a severe concussion that took him five years to recover from. He was misnaming things, calling a stove a refrigerator, calling his employees by the wrong name. I think my brain's OK, it's my neck and shoulders that sustain the agony--worse with movement, of course. I have now cheated death nine times. That doesn't mean I don't have damage, At 53 the human body doesn't bounce anymore, it slams without rebound. Were I six again, running with a football, I would recover quickly. I don't know which impairments will remain. I've doubtless added to my chronic pain.


CE


p.s. I just noticed in a previous comment a challenge to a meme; what work among these media most impacted you in your adult life?

the book:

The Brothers Karamazov


the film / network series:

"Altered States" directed by Ken Russell, written by Paddy Chayevsky


the music / spoken word recording:

Bob Dylan "Highway 61" Columbia


(challenge by Sam Rasnake)

5 comments:

  1. Anonymous12:12 PM PDT

    Well CE, Kim and I are glad to hear you're alive. Though you may be less enamoured of your survival in the coming days as the pain asserts itself. Good luck and God Bless.

    norm

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  2. Sorry to learn of your accident, CE. Get yourself well.

    Great list - Especially like Russell's Altered States. That's an amazing experience of a film. The Dylan, of course, is great.

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  3. Sorry to hear about your accident. Hope your recover quickly with no lasting effects.

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  4. Damn, CE. Glad you survived. After all you've been through, to be taken out by a few bushes and a tree would have been a real downer for everyone.

    About 5 years ago Pennsylvania actually rescinded our state's helmet law. Weird legislation when everything with government is moving in the opposite direction toward hyper-regulation. In your case, it sounds like it saved your brain.

    Hope you mend nicely.

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  5. Good grief! I go away and see what happens!!

    Here's wishing you a better recovery than you anticipate and I"m glad you weren't more seriously injured!

    shann

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