Saturday, August 12, 2006

What's Wrong with this Poem?

The next poem in the ascending mania of Sine Wave:

(There's something wrong with it that I discover below.)


Christ’s Lighthouse

There is a pillar of light
stuck in the rocks like Excalibur
above a harbor of heavy water—
heavy with suffering—a hushed place
where waves swallow their spray
to dampen the mists
that so easily obstruct your view.

I used to lose sight of it, thinking
the ocean’s furious slam dance the thing,
me roped to the mast
through the cold salt walls of death;
or ships would block it,
horns and radios distract me
until only a slip of light in the marbled sky
recalled the jeweled foghorn,
a dog whistle for the deaf.

Do I dare now? Do I dare say
I see it always, through sand storms
and cell bars and self-revulsion
as if the great stone of the world
were rolled away? What terrible
temptations do I then tempt?
What unexpected holy thing might then
morph into evil, baiting my inner eye
with self-congratulation, me a blind man
beating his dog with a white stick?

(published in Mindfire)

Ir wasn't until I got a fresh, clean look at this poem that I noticed what had always been wrong with it. All I have to do to make it worthy is eliminate the entire first stanza and let the title work harder. Observe:


Christ's Lighthouse

I used to lose sight of it, thinking
the ocean’s furious slam dance the thing,
me roped to the mast
through the cold salt walls of death;
or ships would block it,
horns and radios distract me
until only a slip of light in the marbled sky
recalled the jeweled foghorn
like a dog whistle for the deaf.

Do I dare now? Do I dare say
I see it always, through sand storms
and cell bars and self-revulsion
as if the great stone of the world
were rolled away? What terrible
temptations do I then tempt?
What unexpected holy thing might then
morph into evil, baiting my inner eye
with self-congratulation, me a blind man
beating his dog with a white stick?

Tell me it isn't a better poem now.

It's always the same process for me: over a number of years I finally discover the poem within the poem. We really must jettison every irrelevant word in a poetic narrative and choose the right details to convey the spirit of the poem. There is only one method I know to produce such quality: revisions separated by long periods of time, often years. I think my first draft of this poem was in early 2002. Four years it took me to see I didn't need the first stanza. Why? Because my mind wasn't elastic enough to think of jettisoning a whole stanza. One can be much more dispassionate about the editing process in proportion to how old the poem is. If the poem has arrived, all your new revisions will only weaken it. If it hasn't arrived, your revisions (DELETIONS MAINLY!) will pare it down to the essentials and make it a better poem, a poem "with good bones" as my dear wife likes to say.

Here's a brief abstract of the poem for those not used to what poets inflict on the reader:

Precis:

Here the speaker strives to imagine his connection to God as unassailable while doubting himself at the same time, so he ends up punishing himself for the presumption of his own faith--a blind man beating his dog with a stick. He is the blind man and the dog for fear of owning his faith in his faith. Looking back on this poem, it more resembles a mixed state than mania, as the energy is essentially negative.


Holding at 0.5 kilorats,

CE

6 comments:

  1. I have a Fender Super Reverb, 1971.

    My favorite blues guitarists...

    Robert Johnson, Fred McDowell, Son House, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Blind Willie Johnson, Elmore James, Lonnie Johnson, David Gilmore (he wears a rock mask but he's a blues guitarist), and Eric Clapton.

    Enjoyed the poem.

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  2. Great list, but you left out my favorite, and I'm sure you didn't mean to: Jimi Hendrix. There's a good disk by him called "Blues" worth having.

    We could both go on. Think of
    Jerry Garcia, Johnny Winter, Albert Collins, Jeff Beck, John Fogerty, etc. etc.

    Meanwhile I edited all that narcissistically boring music stuff out of the post you saw. Sometimes I have to de-publish myself.

    Let's all accept the net neologism, as in, "I was depublished from the Cortland Review." That will save me a frequent hyphen. I am the most depublished poet I know.

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  3. I did forget Hendrix. --Don't know how that happened. "Red House," for me, is his strongest piece, in terms of vocal and guitar.

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  4. I agree that the poem is better without the first stanza, although I like the first stanza, too...guess that is where the gift of time steps in to gain perspective. Sometimes ya gotta nix what you love to make the poem stronger.

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  5. Anonymous10:36 AM PDT

    Your stuff is better than good CE. You have a real Warren Zevon sound. I urger your bloggees to take up your challenge and get a CD. Or better, put your stuff up on broadjam.com for ease of distribution.

    take care
    norm

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  6. Twitches, yes, "You must kill your darlings."

    You, Norm, are too kind, but since you, too, compose tunes I am greatly flattered. I have near another 200 songs I've written over the years that I have not recorded. I'm taking an html website design course in October, maybe afterwards I can set up a web site for downloading. All I have at home, however, is dial-up.

    Did you have a favorite on the disk?

    Is broadjam.com free?

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